The Protagonist’s Sister Is Actually The Strongest Chapter 359: Chapter 348: Thoughts Before Sleep

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Chapter 348: Thoughts Before Sleep ----- That night, I couldn’t sleep. Usually due to all the exhaustion, I fall asleep right away. But I simply couldn’t sleep as I thought about my masters and their fate. Even with everything we’ve done to improve their chances… There are still rather big chances it will fail. And they end up even worse than before, or… Or die. Is it even worth it? To do this? What if we keep it like this for now? Maybe if we delay it… They got plenty strong thanks to fusing with their other selves made from their Records of the World. But at the same time… I also feel this uneasiness that they will simply not agree with me. They had been living like this, slowly dying by the nanomachines eating away their bodies for many years. To deny them the chance to finally free themselves from such a terrible curse and finally regain their health. And perhaps even more of their power… I guess it would be too cruel of a thing to do. Even if it makes sense in my mind, there are many variables as well, aren’t there? What if the foe we’ll fight is so strong we simply won’t be able to accomplish our goals? What if it is… another Void Ruler? One that appears in person this time, and it's not just a battle of minds within an already weakened mind like it happened between me and the Bleeding Scream. There are too many things that could happen; we need their power… so much. It’s frustrating, isn’t it? I can’t sleep because of that; I keep overthinking things, even though I have cultivated enough and meditated enough. I know I’m super strong now. But there’s always… a damned higher ceiling you can’t just surpass with just cultivating; there are beings that defy all such things. If I had the mind of my brother, I would simply think to get stronger and stronger and not mind everything else around me. The only one that can save everyone and fight is only me. I can beat them all; I can save everyone… I need to keep getting stronger, endlessly. I will break the ceiling and then punch the beings beyond it. Yes, that’s how he would think. But that’s simply… not the right way to think. Because of this thinking, he ended up becoming so lonely and abandoning so much. He continued moving forward no matter how much his actions ended up killing so many people. My brother was always thinking he did it for me more than anybody else. But at the end, even I died. And when he was finally so strong nobody else could defeat him or threaten him. So strong he could finally protect those he loved. They were all dead already. Everyone was gone. What’s the point of having so much strength and power if there was nobody to protect or save? Most readers thought the ending was good; he ended up killing every Void Ruler and became the absolute King of the Universe. Cool, right? He became unparalleled. But everyone he loved was dead. His last line, and the very last line of the novel, was him sighing, saying my name. … “I don’t want this!” I ended up screaming out of nowhere, gasping for air. “Ahh… ugh.” I felt a bit tired; maybe training so much has begun to make my mind get crazier than it was. I can’t go on this alone; that’s what I was trying to get to. I need the help of my masters, and I—no, we—need them… We need them to regain their power, or at least stop dying from the nanomachines. To be honest, I doubt they’ll regain their former power; those machines had been draining it away, eating it like parasites. But at least they won’t continue growing weaker or die. I also worry about them; the faster we get this done, the better. Even more so because once they join us in a battle, and we fight robots, maybe one of them might have the power to control those nanomachines. And I don’t want to think what could happen to them if they get suddenly… possessed or controlled. I know they’re strong, but… this is a lingering fear as well. “Hahh…” I walked out of bed and looked through the window; the night was refreshing, and there was a small cold wind. It was very